Female Sexual Dysfunction

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Hi everyone...

So, tonight is the first time I've ever actually done anything beyond worry about my lack of libido. I've joined here in the hope of getting help, advice, anything really, and finding people who are in the same position as me... Because right now, it feels like I'm the only one in the world who isn't interested in sex whatsoever. I feel like a freak.

I'm 19 - I thought I was too young to suffer from sexual dysfunction? I don't know how rare it is at my age. To be honest, I don't know anything about it. I came off a course of anti-depressants four months ago, and noticed a sharp decrease in my sex drive since then.

I have no interest in sex. I can't make myself become interested, I don't find myself wanting it. And when it comes to it, I feel almost nothing most of the time. And the few, rare times that I do feel something... it disappears very suddenly halfway through. I get halfway through, and find myself just wanting him to hurry up and finish.

I'm in a long-term, loving relationship, and my boyfriend is trying to understand as best he can - it's putting a strain on both of us, though, and I miss the intimacy of actually enjoying sex, and wanting it more than once a month.

Sometimes, it feels like there's too much pressure down there, and hurts a bit. I don't know if this is connected.

Please, please, please help me, somehow?